A Pity Girl

人,总会失去后才知道,才懂得珍惜...

2005-09-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

今天可说是一个晴天霹雳的一天…没想过事情会这样发生，而且发生得那么快…

陈瑷琪,十三岁，是一个不错的女孩，也是健言社的一份子。

在写这一篇文章前,我曾问过我的朋友,原来,从她进院到今日,还不满两个月...从4/7/2005至到1/9/2005,还不满两个月...就差三天罢了!!!但就算满两个月,也未免太过快了!!!一切都太快了!!!上天,你为什么那么残忍啊.............她还是一个十三岁的少女...她的人生还很长,可以走的路还有很多,但为什么...为什么你要这么对她？？？？

但是事情已经到了这一步,还有谁可以埋怨那么多了呢?现在我们只能做的就只是为她祈祷,让她可以好好在另一个世界好好安心...相信她也不希望我们在这一个世界为她感到伤心欲绝吧!!!

人,总会在最后一分钟才会珍惜之前所拥有的......当然,我们也不例外...毕竟我们都是平平凡凡的人...<<玻璃杯中的眼泪>>此书的内容大纲,和我们现在的情景一模一样...看过此书的我,看完了后,我情不自禁地为那两个男女主角掉眼泪...现在的情景,也一模一样吧!!!

既然事情已发生了,既然事情已发展到这个地步,任谁都无法补救了...
瑷琪,安息吧!!!虽然你已离我们永远而去,但我们的祝福依然在这...瑷琪,相信我......我们会永远记得你的!!!

Camping from 21 August till 24 August...

2005-08-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

Wow...so happy can go camping at sch...with a group of frens...but...do i ever think tht we will quarel in the camp?

No,i think it too perfect...we got quarel in the camp,but luckily,juz a while...i am so pity,no place for me to slep at nite,i hv to sit to slep...wht a pity!!!hai...

I am so happy to knw so many frens in the camp...i am so surprise tht my fren who same art tuition with me was oso going to tht camp...haha...n he is hving trouble...so funny!!!

So hate to camp with the GUY!!!HATE!!!HATE!!!HATE!!!!!!

But wht can i do?juz can try to dun c her ugly face...stupid....haiii...

Actually,i quite enjoy in the camp,with my group members...all very sot...but at least i am happy in the camp,thn it is enough...

Do hope i can join the camp next year...

Unlucky week...

2005-08-20T00:37:00.000+08:00

This week was an unlucky week...owez 4gt this,4gt tht...

We will hv a camping on 21 August...20 members of Toastmaster Society will join the camping...i thought i hv many frens to play with me n share my feelings with them,but so unluckily tht,my good fren in the society,Hui Ling dun wan go to the camp,coz she hv to do revision 4 the exam after this holiday...haiii...wht a pity!!!

Dunno how the stupid En Kuan got my hp no...heh~!!!be careful,E.K,i must ask my frens to play back u de!!!haiii...actually,Calvin quite pity,owez kid by me,E.K n other ppl...but nvm,it is quite normal 4 him...hahaha...

Today is Calvin n See Ley's birthday...i got gv them present each...this is the 1st time Calvin say thx 4 me n play sms with me 4 so long time o...hahaha...he oso invite me to go to his birthday party...omg,wht a miracle tht he talk so seriously to invite me to go to his birthday party which hold at nite...so unfortunately tht i got camping the next day,if not,mayb i will go there to play with his classmates such as En Kuan,Xiang Jun,Victor n others...if i got go to his birthday party,i must be very happy,coz can 'sot' with them...hahaha...but...haii...nvm...must hv the other chance next time de...

Haiii...so pity 4 this week...even holidays oso got so many hw to do...haiii...wanna die oledi...y the teacher so cruel,even holidays oso wan gv hw woh...stupid!!!

This month is my unlucky month,do hope the next month will be better... ^.~

Go town alone...

2005-08-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

Today, i go town alone...b4 tht,some1 has promised me to go with me n accompany me to buy birthday presents 4 frens,but after tht,he cant accompany me,coz his parents din fetch him go town...

At about 4pm,i phone him tht i am with my frens...surprisingly,my fren got call him to come with us...at last,he oso go town with me...hehe...so happy...

my frens go away 1 by 1,they wan to go to play basketball...luckily he n 1 of our fren din go to play basketball,if not,i must be very very very boring at town...even the whole afternoon we r in Sabindo Plaza,but at least we r happy talking with each other...3 of us r talking happily...

Then,he would like to go home,but mum still hvnt phone me tht she wan to fetch me home...how?fortunately,he still remain to accompany me till mum fetch me home...after arrive home,he got sms me...so happy tht he so care of me...hehe...

At nite,i go out to hv dinner...so boring at there...haiii...at tht place,there is no line 4 me to play sms with my frens...i so miss him,miss the time together with him...but not like him,juz a feel like thought him as my best best fren...

Do hope i can go out with him during the holidays after 1 more week... ^.~

Mid-term exam of the second semester is over...

2005-08-08T21:46:00.000+08:00

Yeah...mid-term exam is over...i can relax oledi...hahaha...haiii...long time din on9...so many mails is waiting for me to check...so happy...can on9 again...

These days was a bit happy...dunno y...n these days owez SMS with many frens...happy to chat with them...chat with them is much much better than chat with my classmates...although their results r not good,but i still like to chat with them...they gv me a type of feelings tht thought them as my brothers...they very take care of me...many students dun like them n repel them when they heard tht they r the last class students...but y they will do so?they r not bad in attitude,y dun we be frens with them?y?actually,they r only the real frens,at least they r not two-faced ppl lik some students in the 1st class...

Mayb bcoz i owez SMS with them,i cant concentrate in my studies...or mayb is the exam questions very hard for this time...there r many questions i dunno how to do n answer...but the most lucky is,i had passed my history subject(Sejarah)...last time,i owez failed on tht subject,but luckily,i had passed it this time...hehe...so happy when i knw it... ^.~

The teacher will give back our exam paper for us after they finished marked them...i hope i can get better result this time...

Practising for the marching competiton...

2005-07-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

The marching competition is getting nearer n nearer...Omg, we hvnt finish practise yet...Wht we can do n wht we should do?Juz let us get the last?Or scold all the members to come back to take part in the competition?

No...All no...Wht should i do?Take part?Or dont take part?At last, i hv to take part,bcoz there r no any members volunteer to take part...I really dun wan to take part in it,but i hv to...even i say tht i dun hv car to go 4 the practise,there r still hv a free driver to fetch me there...Hai...Wht a pity!!!

Wht i can do?Even i hv done my best,we still wont be the champion n we will be the last,bcoz there r ppl not serius when marching...Even scold for many times oso no use,coz they thought tht we wont get the last...At the last day,all ppl in bad mood, including me...Scold by other ppl...So tired...Wht it means by "marching"?i really dun hope to hv marching...

B4 the competition day,all ppl in bad mood,scold each other...Omg...Wht is the society will be later?Hai...Will be juz like a rubbish...A team of rubbish...

But do hope St. John of Sabah Chinese High School will inprove after this event...

DO NOT DO THE LAST MINUTE WORK is the value i get in these days...

Scolded by a person is not a good feeling...

2005-07-15T12:03:00.000+08:00

Wow, so surprise to hear when a fren tell me tht i am scolded by a ppl older than me in the net, his k-sis blog's comments...

tht ppl is so ungentlement, scold gals "useless" n "go to hell" n other bad words...omg, y tht person so rude?y his k-sis will hv this k-bro?omg, two person oso same same...hai...

sometimes, i realy think, how he can be so rude, but his k-sis still so like him?wht is tht reason?no 1 will knw abt it, except the girl herself...

hai... scold by a person who older than me, got a feel like a person bully me, a girl who younger than him...omg...bully!!!opps, it must be very hurt tht person, but wht can i do?juz doing ntg... juz see those comments to scold me,wht a pity!!!

well...these days very unhappy,coz scold by other ppl without any good reason... so pity... hai... dunno wht to do, juz knw tht, now very HATE tht 2 person...

Haii... so disappointed to THT PERSON!!!

Won't bad mood again... So happy...

2005-04-28T06:06:00.000+08:00

So happy today... ntg unhappy things happen... my mood is so good... if can, i will let the time stop on tht day... cz i hope i will be happy, happy for everyday...
of course, i will oso hope all of my frens to be happy... thank you to all of u... coz, u will 4gv wht i hv done mistakenly... i am so proud tht i hv met u all... thank u to accept me to be ur fren...
today, i very miss some1... he is my k-bro, kan... he hv gone to the plkn camp... how is he now? is he fine now? hope he is very healthy n happy now...
i would like to tel he tht, "bro, i am very good now... take good care of urself at there..."
he is a very good bro... he very sayang me... he is the 1 who wont easily angry me... he always cheer me up... he is oso a good listener...he always hear whtever wht i hv said to him... he will be my best k-bro 4ver... thx very much, bro...

Wht i have done wrong?

2005-04-26T05:30:00.000+08:00

Wht i hv done wrong this days? y so many of u will quarrel with me? wht is the reason? am i so bad?
i knw these days i am very bad mood... i knw all of u juz wan to cheer me up, but at last, all of u scold by me n we quarrel again... can we recover to be good frens again? i hope all of u will 4gv me... i knw all of u wan me to be happy, rite? i knw it... i knw u stil worry abt me... worry tht will i sad? or will bad mood again...
i would like to say sorry to all of u... i knw i hv done a mistake... hope all of u will 4gv for my mistaken...

A hard day to live...

2005-04-25T05:30:00.000+08:00

The time was hard to past this day... i dun like today... it is hard for me to live today... i dun like today... i hate today... y all of u must say me with Calvin? y? can all of u tell me y? i was so pity oledi... can all of u dun treat like tht? i dun like... i hate... i hate other ppl treat me so... the exam is coming... i dun wan my result become bad bcoz of bad mood... i dun wan... i wan to hv good result in this final exam... pls... pls do not disturb me, can?